Starting New

My name is Emily. I'm 20 and this is my new weight loss blog. I've struggled with my weight my whole life and I'm sick of feeling disgusted every time I look in the mirror. I'm looking for any advice and inspiration out there as I start this transformation.




Starting Weight/Highest-195
Current Weight- 192
Lowest- 152
Goal 1- 180
Goal 2- 170
Goal 3-160
Goal 4-150
Goal 5-140
Goal 6-130
Ultimate goal- 120

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so you’ve been awake for a few minutes now. thinking about what you ate yesterday. the stupid, stupid mistakes that you would love to go back and change. the calories that didn’t make you any happier. that extra digit that showed up on the scale. so you’re going to do what? sit on tumblr all day staring at the pictures of the girls that you wish you could be? read the blogs of girls who are succeeding? try to not eat for a few hours and then give into your depression? NO. you will achieve it. screw that scale. screw the people who told you you weren’t worth it. screw the food sitting in the pantry, the fridge, the stores, the restaurants. ladies, it’s day 1 of no more binges. day 1 of consistent pound loss. day 1 of sore abs, legs, and butts. count ahead a few days. where are you? day 30 of the guys noticing you. day 47 of proving your family wrong. day 59 of your skinny friends not lying when they call you pretty. day 70 of not being embarrassed in dressing rooms. day 82 of everyone asking if you’ve lost weight. day 95 of shopping in the small sizes. day 110 of people picking you up to give you hugs without thinking you’re too heavy. day 123 of feeling the jealousy of other girls looking at you. day 132 of being somebody else’s thinspo. you can’t get to those days without having a day 1. and those dates may seem far away, but think about this: day 2 includes being happy with your choices from the day before.

shed-it-off-now:

happyhealthyfitness:

onehundredislove:

gonnabeaskinnyme:

weightlessdreams:

hersheysweightloss:

iwillgetfit:

burningbeauty:

lunasthinmission:

skinnyt:

This is brilliant! I am so happy I tumbled across this. 

Yes! This is perfect

This is amazing. Motivation:))

Brilliant. 

so good.

LOVEE

 omg my life right now. thank you!!

made me go for my run right now, love it!

I love this. As soon as my fruit digests, I’m going running(:

Major motivation right here

(Source: pearlbones-and-pirouettes, via healthydreams)

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Oh man

P90x yoga kicked my butt today

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This is the year

 I will finally take charge.  It is the year I will finally stop feeling disgusted with my own sight in the mirror.  No more excuses, no more bullshit.  To become a stronger, healthier me. No more feeling sorry for myself and no more being lazy. I will meet my goals and I will feel beautiful again. From here on out I am making a promise to myself to change.

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Permalink fitfor2012: 50plustolose: lilylosesweight: Lilylosesweight:  I’m hoping to be 40-60 pounds lighter. :) What does everyone else want to be by next Christmas? At least 40-50 lbs lighter by next Christmas! That would put me at 130-140 lbs. 20 lbs at least! That would be fantastic. Maybe even 30 lbs. I’m definitely stepping up my workouts this next semester.